Wow, the lighting in my room sucks.

Also, it seems that this blog has just become a collection of ugly webcam pics.

Alas.

Today I was really sad. I just feel so down and out on myself.

My life, my body, you name it. 

But I decided that I need to stop. 

STOP.

I need to love myself. I need to be strong. 

Yes I'm away from home, yes it sucks, yes I feel lonely.

But it's time to make the best of this situation.