Thursday

Meet the roomies!

Allison, Alaura, Kim, Lani, & B-Day girl Courtney!

I got so lucky, these girls are awesome.

We went to Idaho Falls for Court's birthday

& I had Cafe Rio for the 1st time.

Apparently it's a big deal here, and now I see why!

So yummy! Court says her birthday is calorie free, so I also had some Kiwi Loco too.

Oh, confessions.

And while we are on the subject, I have a little rant. 

LOSING WEIGHT IS SO HARD AND IT SUCKS.

capital letters were necessary, because seriously my frustration is through the roof.

I'm just so frustrated with my body. And I know I should be grateful.

Because truly I haven't been doing bad at all, but I just feel like such a cow.

ALL.THE.TIME.

And I HATE HATE HATE it. I wish I didn't feel this way.

Honestly, it floors me that I let myself get SO bad to begin with.

Like if I feel like a fat cow now, what was I before I lost all this weight?

okay, I have no time for this rant right now.

I've gotta catch my zzz's. But it will be continued. Trust me.