So, I look at these pictures and they inspire me.

TO LOSE WEIGHT!

I mean, ew, how did I get SO bad? 

I've had a really off week this week, 

but seeing these makes me want to jump back on the bandwagon.

I pledge right now, to never, EVER be at that weight EVER again. 

If anything, I never want to be at the weight I am right now EVER again.

30 pounds from now, I will finally be satisfied.

Let's hope. 

It's a long process, I mean it takes A WHILE to really get in shape.

It is not magic. It is science. 

And I do mess up.

But honey I am on my way to a fuller life.

I want to do this and make it a big fat, "suck it!" to the people who thought of me as just a fatty.

I'm so much more than my weight.

I have great qualities.

I am an intelligent, caring person.

I want my outer beauty to reflect my inner strength and self.

I will NEVER EVER give up this process.

I have struggled for too long. And I am too happy with my progress

to ever think about going back.

I do not care that this entire blog consists of me ranting about my weight.

It's my blog and this is what is running through my head.