Scattered Thoughts

I need to blog right now.

Because things are fresh in my mind.

First off, it has been a great relaxing weekend in SLC.

But I've really got to get my lazy butt up & sweat it out.

"Sweat daily, indulge often."

I love this quote.

The other thing is I want to run! I've got running a marathon in mind,

but it is going to take a long time to train my body.

It is a goal for me though. And I want to make sure I am using my built up energy and working my body.

We were walking around SLC the other day, & there was a Whole Foods!

I am one of those foodie nerds who goes into the grocery store just to browse and not buy anything.

Also I am a poor college student who purposely didn't bring her wallet.

Thought I'd avoid the temptation ;) 

Anywho, while I was in there looking around, wearing my yoga leggings and new sneaks;

I felt totally and completely inspired. Don't ask me why, cause I have no clue.

But all of a sudden, I saw my future.

I could just picture myself. On a Saturday morning, fresh from a workout, shopping at Whole Foods.

A jug of water in my hand. It just felt so awesome.

I want to make sure I get back into my sweaty workout routine.

I know that once I go back home, I'll be ready to work it.

I might join my BFF's gym, and get a change of scenery which I desperately need.

Also, they have free fitness classes! In addition, I am ready to run the bogs & track at home.

Food is not so much an issue, now I am just focusing hard core on willpower & selfcontrol.

Overeating is a habit I desperately want to break ASAP.

Anyways, when I get back home, things will be great.

But for now, I've really got to pump myself up and hit the gym/track. 

It is so hard to stay motivated in the cold Idaho temperatures & the stressful workload of my classes.

But, my body will totally thank me if I find the time for sweaty work & strength training. 

 I've really got to balance my life.

I feel so out of whack and beyond lazy.

It's almost like I am walking through life half-awake.

So, I am making a goal to find balance this week.

I am driving the 4 hours back to Rexburg tonight, & I am going to start tomorrow off on the right foot.

Of course I am going to go easy on myself tomorrow,

I'll be tired & it is my busiest day. BUT I am still going to make this week great.

When you think about it, I only truly have 2 more months here.

Mostly just the long month of March. I think March needs to be a hard working month.

I am totally going to do it! I am going to get stronger, faster & healthier.

Most importantly, I will find balance. 

Here we go Em, let's make these next 2 months count!