Change

Seriously starting my diet tomorrow. Like Ugh.
I love to shop. But I do not like dressing rooms. I seriously see them in my nightmares. I've probably had my best meltdowns in dressing rooms.

I have been planning on starting my diet soon anyways. 2 years ago I lost 36 pounds on atkins. And it changed my life. I felt so much better about myself. Plus I was skinny(er.)

I need to do something. You're only young once. I am not going to feel like this for the rest of my young years. I am not going to have health problems related to my weight/diet when I am older. And no diebetes like nana.

No sir. This is starting now. Healthy eating and lots of exercise. Maybe that can help me feel happy.