Days go so quickly and all seem to blur together. I fear how quickly they slip away. I'm wasting all of my precious time. It is scary being sick.

I've added "limited television time" to my new year res list. It is junk for the mind. Plus it makes concentrating on stimulating/progressive activities harder. 2014 is going to be different. I think it is going to be the year I really fly the nest and land on my feet. It is going to be the year I can successfully handle my highs and lows out there on my own. Education and practice is the solution to all growth. I will be okay.

I know I've already written my res list, but here is the updated one I have hung in my room where it can't be ignored....

-eat clean
-fitness routine
-scripture challenge
-temple trips
-journal everyday
-read more
-drink more water
-save $$$
-take long walks
-practice yoga regularly
-get good grades
-limit TV time

It's a lot. I'm not planning on going from 0 to 60 right away.  But if by the end of the year I can look back on this list and feel good about it, then I will feel accomplished.

Today I did great with the water thing. I'm pretty sure I peed like 20 times. I began the day with a weight check-in and a "before" picture. Yikes. Both occurrences where not ideal. I've got to start somewhere though. I was pretty lazy today and did not do much with the fitness aspects. I at least did a rep or too with my weights. Hey, it was a start. I'm ending my day with a little Bible action. So check me off on that res! All in all, not the worst start. I ate clean *almost* all day and made some delicious nutrition bars.

Life's not awful! Plus I heard from my BFF Char who's in Romania on a Mormon mission. She always makes me feel better...and slightly saner. Yay for hope.